And this is how life is...

                   Well i thought of naming this post as 'second post' but breaking the self created stereotype i chose this catchy one. I actually made this blog annual by posting this exactly after an year or maybe more. To your sheer surprise this is again going to be a random flow of thoughts following my mind. Now the gap between this and the first post took my life through a roller coaster ride, banged me at the depths of despair and then tossed me to the air of happiness and rest of the times i just float mid way. Simpler version? Life is different now. A lot different. Being self dependent and career oriented are all delicious sounding words. A lot of hard work and frustration go hand in hand here. Add some sweat and Mumbai heat to it. Woah! And there is the recipe of a day in my life. Starts usually late unless the sudden urge of exercising hits me. Go to office, work, come back, eat, sleep. Yes these are verbs and i couldn't use any adjectives because there are none to describe the situations. I have started hating people who send good night messages at 9 PM. I wish to send them a 'bad night' message cause my day ends at 9 PM. Cooking was always a pleasure. But now it's more like a thought process. Like if the gravy is thinner or thicker. If there should be any gravy made or not. Like if i really need to cook an actual dinner. Dilemmas have made their kingdoms in my life. And they fight for attention and glory. No not the sentences from history. Game of thrones. Period. No more discussion about it.
               Okay, i was discussing my life and the wonderful things in it. Yes and here 'wonder' is not always positive. It can take negative forms. One solution to get away from this is to travel. And get lost in the serenity. Which rarely happened at the places i had travelled. There are so many people in this world(World= India). So many. And then they say you have to tolerate and live with it.
                   One thought always comes crawling into my mind. That we humans have the tendency of being curious about other people's lives. Ya closest you can relate to is gossips, daily soaps, movies, novels, news. It is always about others. And sometimes if you are famous then it's probably about you. The vicious cycle goes on. That is how we grow, we compete and live. Motivation? Philosophy? Yes. Insanity often results into that. These days i have learnt to trick my mind. It is the toughest job to trick your mind. But growing old makes you a pro at it. Suppose at night i want to have an ice cream after dinner which i could only get if i walk a bit. The urge is stronger. But my laziness will counter attack it by saying that anyways its not good for health and i may catch cold or get heavier. Works. Laziness wins over the mind. (This formula comes with a limit).
                      Well the professional life has been a more funny part for me. There are some more sub kingdoms of dilemma. You look at a person and for a millisecond you decide whether or not to give a smile. Though you smile beautifully or vice versa the case. Here the beauty never matters. What matters is what you think and what you think about what the other person is thinking. I always used to say. Growing old is messy. But later realised that growing up is messy too. You get into a mess. Then you grow up. That's what makes it messy. Haha. I am creating a mess out of my blog post here.               
                     So all dear ones, (from childhood the world dear has ways managed to erase the distance between two beings at an exponential speed) this how life is. Funny and mess. Paradox right? Ya there lies the beauty. For those who have not come to this stage of it, cheers! For those who are actually going through all this, we all need to get out of it and travel, have some fun, go through the rides in amusement park, go through the daily rides of your self created amusement parks and laugh. Laughter is the best medicine after all. Well just FYI (FYI- effect of excessive forwarding of business emails) i cooked the dinner, made gravy thicker and this kingdom of dilemma is gone.
                  I guess i exaggerated the negative part of this life. (Well its always fun to splurge money and make your own decisions) To bring you to the light, being self dependent gives you a confidence which makes your life go like a great roller coaster. And 9 baje kaun sota hai yaar! (I send them a sweet dreams message) The night has it all. Poor folks. There is more to go from here and adventure awaits for us. Pack your bags. And free your minds. Well there is one more kingdom rising up asking if i should actually post the random shit i have written, and this time its a heads up. Live once and do whatever the hell you want. No i am not going to say keep calm. Stereotypical you see. Don't keep calm. Don't be strong. At my office when i was feeling sleepy i just turned on the radio after centuries to listen a good song. There i heard this crazy song 'If i was you, i would wanna be me too'. Made my day. So listen to me and just be you. Because "YOU" has all the shades of mood required. Hope your happy shade is on now. :)

Note: This blog is not going to be annual henceforth. (At least this public Statement will make me right) :D